Expat Life

Your Spain Experience—Interview with Sarah

Hey everyone! I really liked the response I got to Erin’s interview. (Well, except for one, but when you bring up anything even semi-controversial, I suppose you can expect some of that!) So I decided to reach out to another woman of color in Spain, Sarah. Again, we “met” on Twitter, and she has lived in Valladolid for the past year. Now she’s coming to Madrid! But I’ll let her do the introducing.

Just as an aside to any Spaniards reading: With these interviews, I aim to highlight a different side of Spain and blogging about Spain. In no way am I saying racism here is worse than in the U.S.; it’s just different. And, yes, it exists in Spain as well as the U.S.! The women I have interviewed here like Spain, even love it.

Sarah in Spain

Describe how you first got interested in Spain.

When I was in elementary school, my hometown was predominantly white.  However, by the time I got into high school, the school was 70% Hispanic.  The huge influx of immigrants into my town made me really interested in learning about Hispanic culture and of course the Spanish language!

Going into college, I was most excited about studying abroad.  During my junior year, I studied abroad in Salamanca, Spain. I chose Spain because it was a semester long program versus the other countries that were only short four week programs during the Summer months.  I had no idea what to expect upon arriving.  It was by far my favorite semester of school.  Within four short months, I had fallen in love with the laid back lifestyle, kind people, rich culture, and delicious food–set a plate of croquetas in front of me and I’m basically in heaven.  Since that semester, I was aching to go back to Spain and live la vida española again!

How good was your Spanish when you first got to Spain? Do you feel like your level of Spanish affected how people treated you?

When I first arrived to Spain, I could not speak Spanish at all even though I had studied it for YEARS. I remember getting in the car with my host family for the first time and barely being able to form sentences correctly!  Haha.

I definitely had occurrences where people would treat me poorly or rudely because my Spanish was subpar.  For example, going into the supermarket or a shop in general and asking for something but you can’t remember how to say it in Spanish, you get a lot of eye rolling or general attitude.  This constantly happens in my bank! Ugh.

However, my personal favorite experience happened this past year in Pamplona, I was in a shop with a friend talking to the shopkeeper.  He had asked us where we were living in Spain.  I dread getting this question because it’s quite difficult to properly pronounce “Valladolid”.  Anyway, he asked us and then didn’t understand us.  We repeated it multiple times.  My friend even tried spelling it.  We said it slowly, we said it quickly, we articulated it, but he just did not get it.  Finally, when he understood us (after about 10 million tries) he yelled at us pretty intensely saying that we need to properly learn how to speak Castellano and that we were an embarrassment.  He yelled so intensely we dropped everything we were looking at and just ran out of the store.  That’s probably the worst I’ve been treated here in Spain.

La foto perdida

What did you know about Spain’s diversity and treatment of POC before going there? Did you read anything specific to help prepare yourself?

I didn’t know much about Spain’s diversity in general before arriving.  I had never read anything or even looked anything up.  I guess you could say it wasn’t even on my radar to look into any of that kind of stuff.  I’ve never lived in an area where I have felt aware or been treated differently because I’m a POC.  So, I never even considered that I would have to prepare myself to be a POC in Spain at all.

What’s different about racism in Spain vs. the US?

This question was particularly difficult for me to answer.  I think this is particularly because I haven’t been personally attacked for being a POC in Spain.  However,  I’ve had conversations with Spaniards about the racism in Spain versus in the US.  I had a friend in particular defend Spain by saying that what Americans would view as racist and unacceptable is viewed as acceptable and normal in Spain.  Take for example when the Spanish basketball players posed in a picture during the 2008 Beijing Olympics with their eyelids pulled back portraying a Chinese person.  Many Spaniards didn’t see the issue with that picture at all.  I’m not saying that all Spaniards are blind to what’s racist and not.  I would just say that this is a clear difference between what is considered racist in the US versus in Spain.


Did any aspect of your experience surprise you?

At first, it greatly surprised me that there are some racist things that occur in Spain that Spaniards don’t realize could be even the slightest bit offensive to POC.  I’ve heard people say that Spaniards are just ignorant to racism.  I don’t think this is ignorance.  However, I think it is just the difference between how the US views racism versus what Spain views.  In America we have such an intense history of racial maltreatment that we are much more sensitive to racism.  I constantly have to remind myself that Spaniards weren’t brought up with the same racial sensitivity that Americans are.  It doesn’t make it okay, but it’s just something to think about.

What have been some positive experiences you’ve had? Negative?


I wouldn’t say this is necessarily positive, but it’s quite funny that this happened.  I worked in a small pueblo of Valladolid called Medina de Rioseco.  Let me first say, I love this town with all my heart and now refer to it as my own pueblo.  I stick out in the town for a multitude of different reasons.  One of the main ones is that I was the first auxiliar de conversación to ever come to the town.  During my first month as an auxiliar, I was walking down the street to my school.  An elderly lady stopped me on the street to say hello and welcome me.  I thought it was so nice and kind of her! Then at the end of our conversation, she said to me “You’re the first black woman I’ve ever met in my life!”  I ended up just laughing the comment off and saying it was lovely to meet her.  It wasn’t an offensive comment at all.  Just something I’ve never come across in my life!



This is probably one of the more significant racial issues that occur in Spain.  “Blackface” is when a person who is not black paints their face black in order to portray a black person.  This is common in Spain particularly during the Christmas holidays as people start portraying the Three Wise Men.  It can also be seen during the holidays of Carnival in February.  At my school during Carnival, there is a great festival where all the different grade levels (teachers included!) dress up and do a musical number in front of the whole town.  The cafeteria staff portrayed the classic Sister Act nuns.  It was hilarious to see them all dressed up until one of them came out with a painted face and black afro to portray Whoopi Goldberg.  At the time, I felt quite uncomfortable because no one else had reacted to the apparent racist nature of the costume.  It was obvious that I was the only one who wasn’t comfortable with what was occurring.  Everyone just assumed I would think it was hilarious as well.  The worst part was that I didn’t know how to react, I didn’t know where to go, who to talk to, or what to say.  I felt that if I had spoken up about how I thought the costume was inappropriate, it would be just me against the entire school and community in general.  It took another occurrence of “Blackface” for me to realize how I should have handled this situation.


I worked at a summer camp this past year.  Each night there were different activities for the kids to partake in.  One specific night was a celebrity night.  A group of the Spanish monitors dressed up as the Spice Girls.  One of the monitors painted their face black to portray Scary Spice.  Again, it didn’t occur to them that this was an inappropriate costume–especially at an English summer camp.  However, two of the American teachers took it upon themselves to appropriately speak up about the situation.  By speaking to our immediate boss who then spoke to his higher up, the situation was resolved.  The monitor removed the face paint was explained to why “Blackface” is racist and inappropriate.

I wish I had had the courage to speak up about my hurt feelings during carnival, but I’m grateful I now know how to handle this type of awkward situation. I believe that by educating people (in an appropriate way) on the racist aspect of “Blackface”, it hopefully won’t occur as much.

Did any of your coworkers treat you differently because you weren’t what they expected?

Apart from the Carnival incident, I never had any wrongful experiences with my school.  My coworkers were all extremely welcoming from day one. I’m grateful they never treated me differently in any way.  They were all very supportive of everything I did at school.  Additionally, the entire town welcomed me with open arms.  It’s nice to know that even though racism is a very real problem in Spain, it’s clearly not an innate trait of all Spaniards.


What have you learned this year?

I’ve learned that it’s definitely okay to voice your opinion if you see something that you believe to be racist or inappropriate in any manner.  Sometimes Spaniards (as well as people in general) don’t realize that what they are doing can be hurtful.  Education is how people learn, grow, and change.  Stand up for yourself, speak your feelings, and help others realize that racism is a real issue here in Spain.

Any advice for future WOC (and/or POC) who come to Spain?

Don’t be afraid to turn an offensive, uncomfortable, or awkward situation into a learning experience.  If you’re feeling personally attacked, make it known–don’t just let it go and move on.  Sometimes the racism in Spain occurs because Spaniards are unaware that what they are doing or saying can be offensive.  If the racism isn’t directly targeted at you, but you still find it offensive, it’s okay to find an appropriate way to voice your concern.

Finally, remember that what’s seen as inappropriate and racist in America could be viewed differently here in Spain.  I’m not saying that makes it okay, it’s just something to think about.


Thank you, Sarah! You can follow her on Twitter or Instagram!

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What If Your Dream Isn’t Traveling?

Travel bloggers love to talk about travel. And, of course, why shouldn’t they? Their audience is wide: from fellow travelers to wannabes to those who live vicariously through them and their blogs, there are a lot of people who want to read them. While I love reading blogs about Spain, I’m not really into travel blogs as a whole. Why?

My dream isn’t traveling.

I know, you probably think I’m nuts or weird or an oddity. I like traveling, to be certain; I will forever cherish my memories of my trip to see my brother in California or my honeymoon to Italy, but I don’t dream of traveling like some do.

Not everyone shares the same dreams, I’ve come to realize. Not everyone wants to spend their 20s on a whirlwind round-the-world trip or living as an expat in Spain or Italy. Some do. And those people surround me! It’s a bit like being in the middle of a large crowd of people but still feeling utterly alone. I read some posts about prioritizing travel or doing it while you’re young or disparaging people who worry about their 401Ks while only twenty-four years old. Oh, and there’s this terrible photo that has made the rounds of ALL THE SOCIAL MEDIA:

People Having Babies Travel

To be honest, sometimes I want the babies. (Shhh!) I really do. I want to see the world too, but I also want a house to decorate, a yard to mow, a garden to weed, a family to feed (well, I do have Mario to fatten up) … Does anyone else feel like this? Am I just getting old?

They say travel while you’re young. And I have. I haven’t done 30 countries before I’m 30 yet. (I suppose I still have time.) I haven’t seen Africa or Asia or South America. There’s time for that too—if I want. If I can.

They say anyone can do it—quit their job and travel the world. But I say that’s a privileged thing to say. Most of the people encouraging this sort of behavior are white and middle class with family and resources to fall back on. You don’t see underprivileged people making these claims, and the expat community is kind of short on people of color, if you haven’t noticed. (All this coming from, of course, a privileged white woman. Grain of salt.)

So, those of you caught up in the travel-blog world feeling like you’re all alone: You’re not. Me too.

What Do You Miss Most?

You know how, when asked to list what we miss about ourrespective countries, expats always say “friends and family”? It’s true, of course, that we (mostly) all miss those nearest and dearest to ous who happen to live thousands of miles away, but it’s also kind of a cop out. I mean, I know I use it that way. Just in case someone decides to get offended by what I miss, whether it be customer service (Don’t generalize) or people actually saying excuse me when they bump into you on the street or in the supermarket. Those are two things I do miss, but I don’t say them a lot for fear of being seen as one of “those expats”—my worst expat fear, being one of “them.” Not really, but it’s up there.

With that said, can I just say that, even though I chose this life, sometimes I wish I could just get all of the people I love and keep them in one place? Yeah, that would be nice. Unfortunately, it’s rather difficult to do when you have a Spanish husband, Spanish in-laws, Spanish cousins, and Spanish friends who all live in … yep, Spain. But last summer I got to have my in-laws visit Indiana and Chicago, and it was a magical experience. There’s some photos I’ve not really shared, so I’d like to do a throwback Monday and remember! Throwback Monday may not be a thing on Instagram, but it’s a thing now on Y Mucho Más, so just roll with it.

IMG_0570 IMG_0595Spanish-American Family

IMG_0606With my brother and sister-in-law

IMG_0616 IMG_0617 IMG_0709Bloomington/College Friends

IMG_0712Since we’re in the U.S., of course we had to eat Mexican food

IMG_0718Don’t deny it—my FIL is cuter than yours

IMG_0722Taught them a real “Indianer” game—cornhole. Do not call it “bags” to me

IMG_0757Hilary and Kanyi don’t care about this explanation

IMG_0759Learning about IU’s legends—if you kiss here at midnight, you’ll get married. Oops, already did that!

IMG_0761 IMG_0777 IMG_0787Colleen is funny

IMG_0798 IMG_0805 IMG_0833At Assembly Hall … We sneaked in

IMG_0834 IMG_0841 IMG_0849The dads

IMG_0902Exploring downtown Indianapolis

IMG_0942Mounds State Park

IMG_0945I love him!

How I Transfer Money from Spain to the U.S.

Living abroad complicates life, and that includes transferring money from Europe to the U.S. I have a bank account here with Santander (yes, I know, they’re evil), as well as one back home with a local bank. Whereas transferring money within Spain and the European Union is beyond easy, transferring money back home was proving to be more difficult.

Last year, I found myself in a complicated situation. I had purchased plane tickets for me, Mario, and my in-laws on my credit card, all gain more points and thus more frequent flyer miles. Before this point, I had used Paypal and found it to work just fine. However, this time the amount was too high, and Paypal wouldn’t let me transfer more than $2500 at a time. Frustrating, because I needed to pay my credit card bill! What was I to do?

Luckily, I soon found out about my favorite service: Transferwise.Transferwise allows you to send money without any of those hidden fees, and I love it! I paid about $10 to transfer over $2500, and the exchange rates were the best I’ve found! And my money arrived in less than five business days. That’s quick!

But how does it work?